Wow....uhm....wow....

Thats all i can really say about this site. Im talking to Nichole on the phone right now and she told me that this site needs to be updated severly. She was right...shit. Back when i was dating David...that was a long ass time ago. Ive graduated since then, grew up and im not a little freak anymore. That was an odd phase to go through but i did that.

 Before              

 After

HUGE difference! My god...what the hell was i thinking back then?  Depression is never the way to live. Shit man, depression is just the root of pity which i claimed to hate all those years...yet i longed for people to feel sorry for me because of the way i was rejected throughout highschool. But then i went to the Alternative Academy and somewhere along the lines, i grew up. Maybe it wont be the same for everybody else, but it was for me and i am happy to say i have no regrets about turning my life around. Some choices i made were bad, but this one was right on the money.

Thank you Nichole for telling me about my site and how much attention it needed. I am no longer dating little boys. Ill be 20 in Oct and im happily engaged to a wonderful man named Brian

If you want to keep up, ill try my best to keep updating on this site, but i have a new and better one...JentasticAngel...and of course i still have that one with Kiffy...RandomIntoxication...and then again theres always MYSPACE!!! The url to my site is www.myspace.com/thorneyez 

So everyone...much love to all and have a Jentastic day!!

Jen

ok so yea...its been too long since i wrote in this xanga. im all caught up in this other one with kiff. So yeah anyway the new job is going great. I have no clue why but i was working mostly weekends. Now im on the schedual for the last day of school. Im thinking about switching to full time when school gets out. I need ur guys opinion on this one...do u think its a good idea to switch to full time? I get paid 5.30 an hour which will change once i switch but i dunno if i should. Help me out here people!

 Corey!! I miss u sooo much! Im so glad u wrote something to me. Ill write to u but u gotta write back! And come see me at work.

Nikki, thanks again for taking me to work at the last second. My manager had me work till close that day....it was odd. Maybe me and u can go see a movie. I got this deal where i can take like one other person to my work...when im not working...and get in for free with them....funfun we should go. And i get to graduate with u nikki!!! Ill give u more details later. Love ya rae!!

  Love ya corey!! Love everybody!!!!

  Love to all and to all a good fucking nite!!

ok wow what a weekend....goodness ive been braggin about this job and i havent even gone yet. I still have to get thru orientation which sucks ass according to brandy. I chilled with jenny today...it was kinda funny cuz she invited me to go with her and mason to a food fight at some church and i told mason i was gonna put mashed potatoes in his ear....lol not really mason i love u too much to do that to u....but i will get jenny. Man after we ate....jenny went to move her stepdads cars so we could wash one and she told him to move his truck and he threw her the keys and it had a little trailer that really couldnt back out...so jenny pulls into her neighbors driveway and backs out and the trailer went the wrong way and she ran over it and ended up taking a chunk out of the truck. She was so upset she wouldnt come out of her room so i tried to calm her down and i walked out to talk to her mom and her stepdad went in there and bitched at her again and i bitched back...jenny didnt hear me tho....i said "my god if u honestly care more about ur precious truck than jenny's feelings then u obviously dont know how to care for ur own children" and he walked out and said nothing. Anyways i hope jenny and her stepdad have calmed down by now. Yay i get to play with mason wednesday!!! Mason...protect me and ill protect u...im ur prize

 love to all and to all a good fucking nite!

    jen